I also started to eat less, mostly because i want to lose weight and become healthy, but also because i just havent had an appetite. Its hard for me to eat knowing that The girl that I love and miss, and i are not talking. It might be fore the best but I not sure how. I want to see her and hold her but I do not think that she feels the same way. Maybe once in a while she does, but she is also trying to keep busy and not think about it all the time. It is hard on both of us i know but I still wish that we could talk and see each other, even though its probably not a good idea. I really dont know what to think anymore. I just have to keep myself busy and hope for the best.
Im going to keep reading and trying to lose weight, and soon I will start studying for the Firefighters exam. I really want to do well on it so Im going to give it my best effort ever.
On the job front, I have been asking around and one Custodial Engineer offered me the job but not until the first or second week in July. Thats going to be hard, but it will be good. It depends on the days that he gives me but i might not be able to go to the Invasion of Normandy paintball trip. It all depends on what days he will have me working. I would really want to go but if i cant, I cant. I was also offered to work this sunday making pizza for the pizza place down the block. I dont mind at all, in fact i would love to do it.
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